i crave it. i crave perfection so badly. and i hate it so much that it makes me feel sick. i want to be perfect. i want to be wanted. i want everything. people say all the time that nobody can be perfect, but that only makes me want it more. because then i won’t be a nobody. im selfish. im horrible. im so far from perfect that some days i don’t want to be seen. fuck. i want to be perfect and lovely.

i crave it. i crave perfection so badly. and i hate it so much that it makes me feel sick. i want to be perfect. i want to be wanted. i want everything. people say all the time that nobody can be perfect, but that only makes me want it more. because then i won’t be a nobody. im selfish. im horrible. im so far from perfect that some days i don’t want to be seen. fuck. i want to be perfect and lovely.